I just got to the hospital today. I had some things that I needed to do with the boys this morning. All morning I have been so on edge and have felt very unsettled. I feel so much better as I sit by Kaidence's bedside. I already miss my family. If this is at all possible the PICU feels calm and peaqceful at this moment. I am not sure what it is. It is almost cozy.

Kaidence has been given an IV drip that will keep her paralyzed for now. She has been a little to happy and playful for them today and they are afraid she will wear out her heart if she keeps it up. I am sad that I wasn't here today while she was awake and playing but that is OK. We are still playing the waiting game and we continue to ask you all to keep Kaidence in your prayers and if you don't mind keeping our whole family in your prayers. We would be so grateful.